My hearts decay

Can you feel what my heart feels for you? 
I seek what I can not have, leaving my heart bitter and without. 

I can’t pick up my heart off the ground in front of my feet, 
it has gone rotten and started to decay. 
I can see the bugs all ready coming to eat all of it away. 
Digging and eating what is left of my bitter heart. 
Leaving nothing in it’s place. 
Knowing my heart has but moments left. 
I cover it with my own dismay, 
and with it’s last beat I see my own decay, 
and bitterness I wish would not stay.

About Amanda D Shelton

I write poetry, I also create digital art. I am disabled I suffer from high functioning autism, chronic pain, Dystonia, and Muscle dystrophy. My writing is a reflection of my thoughts and experiences. I blog because I love writing. I write because my emotions are too strong to express any other way. I have been told I am exhausting to speak to because I have a lot to say. My IQ is above 200 and I have Savant Syndrome. I was diagnosed at the age of 33 with high functioning autism and Savant Syndrome. I make friends very easily because I don't have boundaries and I am not shy. I am very honest and welcoming. I love people and animals. I always look forward to writing in my blog Gothic Realms Dark Visions In The Night. I hope to see you there. Feel free to leave a comment and like my posts.
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